R@J aur Sweety ka Scribble Pad

No matter how strong a person you are, there is always someone who makes you weak. Love is an undeniable emotional pull that draws you to one another endlessly it can break through the walls that you have built around yourself It hurts too much to walk away from somebody, When all you do is care too much and when you care too much you are vulnerable But you'll never live until you love with all your heart and soul

Beaches are my most favorite. Watching sunrises, sunsets, listening to the gushing waves, walking barefoot on the soft sand, watching birds fly over gives me immense calmness and satisfaction. I could spend   days at end just being there! A small house with open floor plan, floor to ceiling windows, with plenty of air and sunlight, with some trees and plants outdoor and indoors overlooking the beach as my abode. An art room with inspiring views of sun, sand and water with all the art supplies that trigger creativity.   A small kitchen garden with herbs and veggies, a kitchen with basic amenities to whip up some soulful wholesome meals. A curated collection of books and soulful music that inspire positive thoughts and aid in the journey of finding peace and joy.     This is the life I dream of… Will I have a strong will to be all by myself living this dream?  Will I long for a companion who is willing to walk hand in hand on the sandy shores and share my dreams? ...

Those few months were a dream..  these few days are the sequel to that dream  My body yearns for rest my mind for tranquility yet my heart longs for your company I find myself lost in thought,  Gazing into the depths of glass Hoping one day you'll make a dream last But dreams come slow, and they go so fast Dreams are delicious but they never last

 People and situations are like a buffet: some are delicious, some are bland, and some are straight-up gross. But it's up to you to decide what to eat and how much to savor. You'll meet sweet people like a dessert, challenging like spicy food, and educational like a cooking class. But the ones you really want on your plate are the ones who make you realize you're the main course.

 You can’t rewind the clock and change the beginning, but you can certainly start where you are and craft a new ending. Seventeen years ago, I tried to untangle and redraw the tangled lines as parallel lines. This has worked until now, but after all these years, the parallel lines have again intersected.   Sweetie says we’re building bridges between our parallel lines, trying to connect in new ways. And I have to say, I’m absolutely enjoying this reconnection. It's like discovering that the universe had a clever plan all along, and we’re just characters in its epic romantic comedy/tragedy. Recently, Sweetie wrote, “There’s a meaning and a reason for everything that happens in life. The universe has its ways of working magic, though it might not make sense to us right away. We just need to be open to the shifts and embrace life’s surprises.” I can’t help but wonder, though, why the universe decided to throw us into this delightful tangle again. So here we are, dancing in th...

Life is a grand mystery—one big, unpredictable novel where we never quite know what’s coming next. It’s like the most riveting comic novel, where the greatest laughs often arise from our heartaches and struggles. And let’s face it: sometimes, someone’s pain becomes another person’s comedy gold. As a character in the whimsical script called Life, I have come to realize that problems are never the problem. How we deal with them is the real problem Life’s most challenging plot twist is finding someone you can’t imagine living without and, inevitably, having to live without them. Looking back, my biggest regret isn’t the choices I made or the decisions I took. It’s missing out on living fully in the present while being consumed by worries about the future and inevitable separations. Eventually, enlightenment comes when we realize that the future is a pre-written script—we can’t change what’s to come, no matter how much we fret. Spending too much time pondering the future, forgetting to sav...

 Life’s journey is marked by a series of encounters—some fleeting, some enduring. Occasionally, we meet people who come into our lives for only a short while but leave an indelible mark. These brief connections, whether through a single conversation or a transient relationship, which can feel remarkably profound and transformative. This leads us to a compelling question: Are these impactful connections the result of a deep soul bond or merely a fleeting spark of chemistry? How can we distinguish between a natural attraction between individuals, influenced by personality traits, interests, and sometimes even physical allure V/s a sense of familiarity/understanding that goes beyond surface interactions, leading to a significant emotional impact, prompting introspection and growth, or a connect that it holds timeless significance. Is it possible for chemistry and soul connections to intersect? What starts as strong chemistry can it evolve into a deeper soul connection? Conversely, can...

Life brings many surprises, some good and some that test our resolve. When times are happy, usually we get surrounded by people and we are also very forth coming about sharing the joys. When times are hard, even though we are surrounded by well wishers we feel like stepping into isolation and keeping to ourselves. Having someone as a constant by the side, unaffected by emotions providing solace is a blessing.   I have one such blessing in my life. I am so very thankful for the reconnection and the wave of good vibes that has brought in. I appreciate the calmness it brings while igniting the fire in me to look for ways in finding peace amidst chaos.   There is a meaning and a reason for everything that happens in life. Universe has it ways of working its magic which we may not comprehend fully right away. We just need to be open and accepting of the shifts in brings and embrace life. 

In the last 22 years, I’ve moved 14 times. That’s more relocations than some people have hot dinners. Each new place has given me a treasure trove of memories—some are as vivid as my favorite TV shows, others are as hazy as a 3 AM infomercial. I’ve had homes I loved, ones I barely survived, and places that made me question all my life choices.  I’ve eagerly anticipated some moves and dreaded others with the same enthusiasm you’d reserve for a dentist appointment. And here I am today—emotionless, like a robot with a broken circuit—ready to roll with whatever comes next. Living in the present is my new motto because life will embrace us, drag us to places, and teach us lessons whether we signed up for the course or not. And let’s be honest, every time I say, “I’ll never do that,” life just chuckles and says, “Hold my beer.” .  While I can’t predict what the future holds, I’m ready to face it with open arms. And this all reminds me of the tune I’ve been humming since morning: “Ay...

Life's a grand circus, a chaotic spectacle Time is the ringmaster who decides we meet in life Our hearts are the clowns, that draw and get drawn to various people Fate is the bouncer at the door, deciding who actually gets to stay and enjoy the circus of life with us Our conduct decides who we keep and for how long in our lives Among all this, coming, going, staying and leaving, Teaching our hearts to accept disappointments and keep moving is not easy Amongst all this chaos, we may occasionally shed a tear or two  in memory of those who crossed our path and yet the show of life must go on we somehow stumble through and move forward 

Sweety recently introduced me to the book on Love Languages Pondering about it - My ideal life includes a close-knit group of friends, personal privacy, and inner tranquility. Sadly, I've struggled to find lasting inner peace. My faith in God's plan has deepened over the past decade. I have learned not to let setbacks upset me too much They are just storms that will also pass The other day, I was telling Sweety Expressing love through giving comes naturally to me Give generously without expecting anything in return,  For love transcends material exchange,  The smile of the loved one is worth millions Let kindness be your guiding star in giving not for show but for fostering a genuine connection. Remember, there is only one rule in giving;  Avoid self-sacrifice in the name of generosity Because even your life is precious

Last two weeks have been a beautiful journey down the memory lane…While we accept the reality we are in today, we continue to delve into the past a little bit time and again! Do memories make us happy? bring solace? deter us from reality? Where will this journey take us? How to balance past, present and future? We have to live the life to find out… Seems familiar? Stuck on repeat, reliving that "epic fail", that "one-time glory” or that one moment where we felt we were in our element! Newsflash!!! Life isn't an episode of FRIEND's that can be rerun in an endless loop. It's an adventure movie with a plot twist around every corner. Trading in the worn-out sweatpants for a brand-new adventure suit and buckling up for the rollercoaster ride of life, embracing ups and downs and enjoying the loops and corkscrews is what it is meant to be.  While nostalgia brings in certain amount of comfort factor it is important to find the balance between past and the present whi...

"I'm officially a giggling goofball. Who knew my heart could still pull off the teenage heart-eye emoji routine 😍? My phone has practically become my new therapist, and 🤣 I’m starting to believe my life’s purpose is to wait for their next notification. It’s like I’ve been struck by a love bug, but I’m just ridiculously happy instead of itching. Can someone please explain to my adult self what’s happening?" Anyway.. my Saturday nights playlist looks like this. Ps...A mix spanning 50 years, and this is not saying something about my age..        

Persistent late-night conversations finally convinced DIV to join me in writing this blog. Her inaugural post was a thrilling surprise, making this month truly memorable. Will she continue to amaze me?